I apologize to all of you who had initially signed up to read my blog about my journey with Dermatomyositis. I realize that I have just dropped off and stopped writing.
The truth is, I just didn't want to dwell on my illness. And even writing about it, felt as though I was giving it attention.
Today, I am off all of my medications. I am considered to be in remission.
I want to re-purpose this writing area as a means to share my current experiences.
I have struggled with being vulnerable online.
I have in the past noticed that when I receive feedback for my points of view, I tend to want to turtle into myself & shut down.
I have been guided many times by spirit to share my thoughts.
So today, is the day.
Today, I have had a profound awareness that who I am is so much more than my 'flesh suit'.
My body has been healing.
I feel shy to share in chat groups who are for people who struggle with the same disease that I have.
I have had a hard time sharing my success.
I find most people like to stay victimized, and are offended when confronted with someone who looks at the illness a little differently.
Anyway, I intend to move forward, selecting various topics to blog about. The purpose is to simply share my personal & unique journey.
To share my gifts.
Ohm Shanti - in peace,
Toni-Lee
No comments:
Post a Comment